grimtheevilhedgehog

I sit there watching people walk by as life passes me never ending a rose decays, people get older,the ones closes to you die and you can't do anything but sit and watch then your best friend... your closest friend... your blood dies.... and time stops your overcome with feeling so much you can't think you freeze and fall to the floor as they tell you you want to leave.. to run.. they hold you.. make you listen you feel like it should have been you, and you can’t help but be completely blank, dull and motionless not knowing what to do not knowing where to go you try to get by but can’t, days are long and hard, weeks never